There’s a girl crying in my mirror tonight, and there’s nothing I can say to make her feel alright. </3
All I needed was a little more time and patience. I kept quiet for days, trembling in pain, bearing the most unbearable burdens existing in this dusty sphere. Wala. I thought things could wait. I was wishing though that through proper and clear conversations, everything would fall back into its proper place. Mali ba na hilingin ko ung mas maayos na paguusap? Too bad I risked it all, now I’m left wounded. You don’t get it, do you? Me either :|
I was battling with some threatening forces. I was embracing terrible situations every now and then.. and did I ever give up? No. Because I thought everything would be worth this tough fight. I walked with full energy amidst the day, packed with hope and faith in what we have. I know, someday, everything’s gonna make sense. So now I’m shattered into pieces. Tell me I’m fine. I don’t feel my heart pump anymore :/
I know I’ll get over this. I just need time. And so much time I mean.
True enough, less expectation = less pain.
Adios to my old self. Cheers to the new me. NO MORE EXPECTATIONS, dear dopey!